Last night I had a dream: my cousin Junior (who just passed away last week) was in it. And when I saw him- I gave him this really tight, big hug & said, “Son, I miss you.” And he started laughing & said, “Miss me? Why? I remember when you use to wear sketchers.” And I bursted out laughing cause I really did wear sketchers- I thought I was a Spice Girl.

But I know everybody misses him- it’s just the way life cards are dealt, you know. I try my best everyday to do something that will make me happy- my mom smile- & my brothers proud. Death is inevitable- why not live as if tomorrow is our last.

RIP Rolo- you’re deeply missed kid. Thank you for that hug too! I needed that.

<3.

preparing for my cousins wake/funeral. horrible stomach knots- worst feeling in the world. sad part of it, i haven&#8217;t seen this side of my family in a while so the fact that this is what it&#8217;s come to- makes everything even harder.
you will continue to live on through your daughter, mother, brother, wife, and family. 
rest in peace rolo- gone &amp; never will you be forgotten. 

preparing for my cousins wake/funeral. horrible stomach knots- worst feeling in the world. sad part of it, i haven’t seen this side of my family in a while so the fact that this is what it’s come to- makes everything even harder.

you will continue to live on through your daughter, mother, brother, wife, and family.Β 

rest in peace rolo- gone & never will you be forgotten.Β